Can't sleep...

I can't get to sleep and I found my way back here tonight just because I posted a note on someone else's blog. I then felt like posting a picture of my little man.

                                                   

Finding my way back...

I forgot all about this place until tonight when I thought of my friend Alan.
I realized I haven't heard from him in awhile and remember this place.
I will be back soon!

stay safe

missing mom

Yesterday July 12th would have been my Mom's 64th Birthday.I pretty much spent the day alone with Nathan.He keeps me going and keeps my mind off of things.
I just didn't want the day to go by without acknowledging the fact that it was her birthday.
Happy Birthday Mom....I'll love you always and forever!
Missing you more then you will ever know.

Nikki

Pictures

Nathan turned 4 in March and this was the first time I didn't get his pictures done on his birthday. I decided to do something different...here are a few sneak peeks from the photographer...

Here I go again...

I haven't been here in along while.
I'm going to start coming more often.As with everyone there has been a lot going on.I'm finally going to make a little time for myself and coming here again is a start for me!

stay safe

Lonely....

How can a person feel so lonely when surrounded by people who love you?
I know my family loves me but to this day I'm still lonely without my Mom.
I just lost my Nan a few weeks ago and I had to go to her funeral and face my father.....My father who i haven't seen in about 6 years.
I went because I knew it was what my Mom whould have wanted me to do.
The funeral home was filled with my family but to me Mom was the only one I wanted standing next to me.
I need someone to tell me it is going to get easier and that the crying is going to stop.



I miss you Mom

These pictures are my Christmas present from my husband!

I'm just so proud of my little man...I love showing him off.

To everyone who stumbles across my little page....

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.

All the best to you and yours this holiday season.